The past week has been a mixture of happy and sad emotions. I found out that another friend hates me for the previous drama. It hurts. Hurts a lot. But what is there to be done? I’m not sure if I need to go apologize? Or let things be as it is. Everything is just so stressful.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m extremely great full of my new group of friends. They have been nothing but pure amazing. It’s like for the first time in literally YEARS I have not felt pressured to be someone I’m not. I really like them and I hope that we become closer and get to go and fun adventures!
It’s been like two days that I have started to talk to Chris again. I guess i tend to forgive way too easily, which is one of my biggest weaknesses. But he is very kind and funny and sometimes so sad and it makes my heart ache. I guess I just don’t want to see him suffer so much. Just want him to be okay. He just makes me worry.
OH almost forgot, Matt messaged me the past saturday and promised to message me everyday…havent heard from him all week :P oh well, it’s to be expected.
I think that is all for this week. This has been really helping me relieve my stress and I hope I get to keep up with these entries. :)
25 September 2015
